It's been forever since I made a diva. There is one sitting on my work bench with no face or clothes just lot's of hair. I'm proud of the diva's I've made and enjoy making them but now that I work full time there is no time to make more yet. Maybe one weekend I will find myself back at the art bench again. I have been craving creativity, my mind goes back there and does beautiful drawings and paintings in my head. Then I think about all the trouble it is to set up and find something to paint on - get the water tell Max no no no a few times and the mood is gone. Maybe those paintings can just live in my head for a while.
Maybe I can work on the Diva that is me and spend sometime on myself for a while. I really let myself go after having Max and being able to stay home with him. It was PJ's all day and snacking on Cheesit's and grapes. I had to cut out Weight watchers because we couldn't afford it. I intended on continuing to count points but didn't. At first I wrote them down then I added them up in my head - certain disaster if you start doing that! Then I stopped counting all together and relied on the 500 calories I lost each day breast feeding. Well I'm not doing that anymore and I don't get much exercise sitting at my desk all day but something in my mind is changing and it feel different up there. I am writing down all the things I eat and adding up the points and staying under a certain number - that is a big start! And I am waring a neck sweat around my middle like a back brace and I think it's made a difference. I know it make me feel supported and i really like that. Although today I wore it to work and had to take it off because it made me feel dizzy!
Anyway I just felt like rambling out there into the world -
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